Well well well..
I was able to get a lot of things I wanted by working throughout
the holidays.
Lets' list them down.
1. Leather jacket ($75)
(i know i blog-ed this before)
2. Moncler vest($50)
3.Osiris South Bronx High top($140)
4.Dreadlocks extensions($250)
5.Rastafari accessories and shirt($110)
6.Punk Star Shirt($30)
7.MOC shirt($20)
8.Fourskin top($50)
9.Creative DJ headphones($170)
10.New studs($30)
11.New Samsung F480 phone($150)
It's cheap because I'm buying it from my cuzzie)
y?
Because too risky.
Phone can get stolen.
P/S Pierced my own nipple..argghh pain..hahha
There's more stuff.
Can't really remember but most of the remainder
was spent on partying, drinking, and 'grass'.*sssshhhh*
I listed all of those stuff down was not to brag.
But to show how hard I worked and thus
able to buy the things I wanted so badly.
For me, being able to pamper myself with all those things
is not a normal everyday routine.
It's rare.
So it makes me happy to be able to have the feeling
of satisfaction.
So those are possessions.
That's what you get when you work hard.
Now let's get back to the story of my life.
Basically this is what I get for letting my heart win.
I know I've been always stressing about this whenever I blog.
But it's the current thing that's happening.
Yeah I know that You can easily say,
I shouldn't have loved you back,
Or even give an answer.
Wow that's tremendous.
The thing is I love you and
I want you.
It won't definitely make me feel better,
if you go away.
I know you're not going anywhere now,
but fcuk..
Then when you do..
The phrase " Everything happens for a reason" shit is used.
Stupid phrase.
But do you know that I feel you pulling me in,
then when I want to go further on my own.
You purposely cut the string.
I don't know lahh..
Not important lahh for now..
Ok2.. enough bullshit..
Raya was bullshit.
Why?
Nothing exciting.
Nothing left to be remembered.
Memories are vague.
Money little.
Not so harmonious.
Didn't get to fast the last day because of work.
Was demoralized and moody.
THUS.....No mood for RAYA.
THEREFORE....RAYA was not important.
IN CONCLUSION....BULLSHIT !
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