AyieSpadeMonsterSatsatDragon.

move house

2009-12-01T14:15:00.001+08:00

I'm very active at tumblr.

Maybe I'll decide to delete this blog.

But not sure.

Anything.

Go here>> http://imthemuskelboy.tumblr.com

Since It's dead

2009-11-06T08:45:00.006+08:00

BLOGGING FOR HUNNIEBUN ADILA

I know my blog is dead but I think it should be for awhile.

I'm spending most of my time on facebook and tumblr.

A more easier tool for social networking.

Not forgetting msn.

Hmmm...From the previous post.

Thank you Sexaychick for posting for me.

I know.

It's damn hard.

Between me and you.

But, that story.

It's not for the blog.

Now Hunniebun, how dare you say my blog boring.

If you are me, you'll understand.

If you're in my shoes, you will know.

Haha

You know that I'm busy with all this partying stuffs.

PARTY PARTY PARTY !

ahhaha

Sorry, I'm tempting you aren't I?

Sorry lah but no matter.

After your O's, I'll bring you to parties.

Places you don't even know or heard of.

Hows?

Cans?

Fair enough?

Wah sibei..

Tomorrow party again.

DJ TIESTO- At Zirca

Go Flea market.

Go drinking.

Sobering.

Hangover.

And all that stuffs.

Really hope tomorrow happens.

im Naddz (:

2009-10-26T22:55:00.005+08:00

FAVORITE PIC (:

muskelboy's body is hot rightt? haha

im blank on what to post for my MuskelBoy [^__^] teehee.

eversince he created his tumblr he neglected his blogger (:

currently, we are webcam-ing that lazy boy ask me to just post anything i want (: and refuse to help me out. adoi, muskelboy ni. sepak aru tau. [>.<]

ok, im done. Kyyra will post about his daily life or just some stuff soon, haha !

IMYSM MuskelBoy!

btw, i have sexy lips haha. [-.-]

SCHOOL

2009-10-15T14:21:00.002+08:00

School

Already the second week of school.

(creative concepts)

First day- Went smooth and well- Grade B

(digital media arts)

Second day- Lepak day, Didn't go school, Went to install CS4- Grade X

(cognitive)

Third day- Got an obnoxious relief facilitator- Grade A

(entrepreneurship)

Fourth day- The day of the most fun team. Partial-ed and played Wii- Grade F

(web and media communications)

Fifth day- Got another obnoxious facilitator who talks non-stop- Grade B

Well..

That's the end of the first week..

All okay but only a bunch of my classmates are favourites.

Apart from these things, anything else

or rather everything else

is just a blur.

A day at the beach

2009-10-11T00:02:00.010+08:00

BEACH HANGOUT

Tinkerbelle

I drew this Tinkerbelle.

Isn't she so adorable and sexy.

OOooOOooO~~

Hehe..

Kyyra and Naddz

Bella merajok with herself

Bella chatting with herself

After my madrasah lesson..

*ehemm ehemm*

Bella and Naddz came down to ECP to hang out

Bella wanted to do her Art and I helped her a bit.

The art people did their artistic stuffs and the science person

went on reading and doing her stuff.

HAHA !

I love the second picture above.

The Kyyra and Naddz one.

HAHA !

And Naddz,

You should improve your handwriting.

Go train with permanship.

Follow the lines slowly.

HUHU !

Look at how many people agreeing to me.

Red ink was from Bella

Blue ink was from Syuue

Black ink was from me..

P/S I just ate Mega McSpicy and still hungry

How?

It made my day

2009-10-09T23:35:00.003+08:00

This is Kyyra and Ayie.

Twin brothers.

Thanks to myself for editing this picture.

So basically,

Today was fun.

TGIF was a success.

Had drinks at coffeeshop.

Bitch-ed about classmate and faci throughout the day.

Had capoeira.

Tiring training.

But......

this is the climax....

I received my new nickname...

and it's PRIMO.

It means cousin in Brazilian Language.

Professor(rank) Claudinho said, " When I look at you, you look like my cousin man".

HAHA !

He said it with his brazilian accent.

And it made my day when

I just found out that my long lost cousin

is a Capoeira Instructor from Brazil.

I have a big family.

And bobbles, thanks for the company.

I appreciated it.

((((((((:

That's what you get

2009-10-05T21:04:00.002+08:00

That's What You Get- Paramore

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn.
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Pain make your way to me, to me.
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Now I can't trust myself with anything but this,
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Enjoy.

My next meaningful song.

UPDATING.....

2009-10-05T19:17:00.003+08:00

Well well well..

I was able to get a lot of things I wanted by working throughout

the holidays.

Lets' list them down.

1. Leather jacket ($75)

(i know i blog-ed this before)

2. Moncler vest($50)

3.Osiris South Bronx High top($140)

4.Dreadlocks extensions($250)

5.Rastafari accessories and shirt($110)

6.Punk Star Shirt($30)

7.MOC shirt($20)

8.Fourskin top($50)

9.Creative DJ headphones($170)

10.New studs($30)

11.New Samsung F480 phone($150)

It's cheap because I'm buying it from my cuzzie)

Because too risky.

Phone can get stolen.

P/S Pierced my own nipple..argghh pain..hahha

There's more stuff.

Can't really remember but most of the remainder

was spent on partying, drinking, and 'grass'.*sssshhhh*

I listed all of those stuff down was not to brag.

But to show how hard I worked and thus

able to buy the things I wanted so badly.

For me, being able to pamper myself with all those things

is not a normal everyday routine.

It's rare.

So it makes me happy to be able to have the feeling

of satisfaction.

So those are possessions.

That's what you get when you work hard.

Now let's get back to the story of my life.

Basically this is what I get for letting my heart win.

I know I've been always stressing about this whenever I blog.

But it's the current thing that's happening.

Yeah I know that You can easily say,

I shouldn't have loved you back,

Or even give an answer.

Wow that's tremendous.

The thing is I love you and

I want you.

It won't definitely make me feel better,

if you go away.

I know you're not going anywhere now,

but fcuk..

Then when you do..

The phrase " Everything happens for a reason" shit is used.

Stupid phrase.

But do you know that I feel you pulling me in,

then when I want to go further on my own.

You purposely cut the string.

I don't know lahh..

Not important lahh for now..

Ok2.. enough bullshit..

Raya was bullshit.

Why?

Nothing exciting.

Nothing left to be remembered.

Memories are vague.

Money little.

Not so harmonious.

Didn't get to fast the last day because of work.

Was demoralized and moody.

THUS.....No mood for RAYA.

THEREFORE....RAYA was not important.

IN CONCLUSION....BULLSHIT !

Literally

2009-09-10T23:30:00.004+08:00

My previous starting blog song was

"How you love me now"- By Hey Monday

This is because there were still questions in my head.

About you.

About how you feel.

The first explanation got me all confused.

I still did not know, what exactly you wanted me to do.

I already told you that you determine my next step.

And after you explained to me the second time,

I literally know what's going on,

and what to do next.

Thank you by the way.

For everything.

I know it's hard for you.

Up to you now.

Need help for anything, just beep.

So now,

after I knew,

after I understood.

This is new blog song is for you.

"Your love is blind" - By Ramzi feat Ash King

I know you love this song.

You know the lyrics.

I just realized that the words meant a lot to me.

And what's going on right now.

So stare at my blog baby.

And just take your time to think.

Relax.

Ease up.

Life's more harder if you want to take notice of the pressure.

So here are the lyrics,

For those who want to know more..

Enjoy reading.

Your love is blind- Ramzi Feat Ash King

I see you all the time
Never see you smile
I try to picture what's going on in your mind
He leaves you every night by yourself
He took your love and put it on the shelf
He doesn't really care... how you feel...
You should be moving on girl what's the deal?
I wanna see you out that door... cause girl you know you're worth much more

So baby tell me why you stick around
Always lonely and you only wear a frown
He don't treat you good and you know
The only thing left is for you to go
You shouldn't live a life with someone
When deep inside you know he ain't the one
I don't know what to say no more
I wanna see you out that door

Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahini (listen to me)
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wanna see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don't know what he's done to you
But I know that it's time to move on
Girl your love is blind

Girl I understand
That you're scared
And you feel that you might never love again
But baby that ain't true
No no no
I know that there some there for you
Someone that will see
That you are worth
An undiscovered treasure on this earth
Girl you know you're worth much more
I wanna see you out that door

Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahini (listen to me)
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wanna see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don't know what he's done to you
But I know it's time to move on
Girl your love is blind

Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahini (listen to me)
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wanna see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don't know he's done to you
But I know it's time to move on

Hurt

2009-09-07T23:37:00.003+08:00

IT WAS NOT ON PURPOSE.

IT JUST HAPPENS.

Understand this paragraph.

" I know it's not the smartest thing to do

we just can't seem to get it right

But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight

One more chance tonight.."

Maybe it won't clear your doubts,

your paranoia of being hurt again.

But consider, please.

COINCIDENCE

2009-09-06T02:33:00.005+08:00

WHAT A SONG,

ON A PARTICULAR MONTH,

FOR A PARTICULAR LIFE.

A LONELY SEPTEMBER

By Plain White Tee's

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

End Of Song

Coincidence huh?

Ignore the previous post.

I mean the WHERE's.....

Cause NO one owes me anything.

((:

And I'm not gonna edit the previous post.

Just like it that way.

Love drunk

2009-09-05T00:25:00.002+08:00

WHERE'S MY HUGS AND KISSES?

Baby I miss you so much.

Can we meet?

Like..Urmm..Soon?

END OF ONE WEEK OF WORK.

SHAGGED

I'm lazy to blog

I will edit this post.

See ya

I'm not getting up

2009-09-02T23:58:00.003+08:00

WHAT KIDS NOWADAYS ARE CAPABLE OF

Look at those two kids up there.

Aren't they adorable and sweet.

The lil' angel and the lil' rascal

romantically spending time with each other

on a 'sampan'.

Innocently in love.

My Fantasy.

'RISING THE FALLEN'

Well the statement up there is irrelevant for me.

I have fallen, deeply.

And I'm not going to rise up, hopefully never.

I fell and I want to be stuck with you,

on the ground I'm at.

Can I be yours

2009-09-01T22:39:00.004+08:00

ALL I WANT IS YOU~~

Okay basically.

My mum has forgiven me.

As all mum would eventually do,

because we are her precious ones'.

But we should not take advantage of that, seriously.

PEACE(:

Have been working these weekdays.

Somedays are making me damn shagged.

DeadBeat, Period!

But the daily pay is satisfying.

I already managed to get the jacket that I wanted.

Which cost 75 bucks.

Damn happy.

Really felt pampered by my own earnings and hard work.

Again satisfying.

Work was ultimately stupendous.

Excluding the hard labour.

It's just fun to work with cinoneh sotongs who can't speak english.

Damn funny China people.

But a fun bunch to work with as they are youngsters like me,

or maybe older.

They treat me like their 'Ti Ti'/ lil' brother

and they treat my dad as their 'Kor Kor'/ big brother.

I had so much fun at work.

I have 100+ bucks with me right now.

Still deciding what to use it for first.

So many things I want to pamper myself with.

But ultimately,

my plan is to get what I want first.

Then maybe if I'm still working until Hari Raya,

I will help my mother with Hari Raya preparations expenses.

I'm a good boy aren't I? (((:

What do I want?

*hint hint*

Do you know d?

I think you know.

*covers mouth and giggles*

2009-08-30T03:09:00.003+08:00

HOW TO SHOW REMORSE?

Please stay guardian angel.

I was bad.

I hurt my mother.

I'm a bad person.

With utterly disgraceful bad behavior.

I not sure why I acted that way.

I just don't understand.

I don't really know what's wrong.

I'm sorry.

Don't go anywhere mama.

I need you.

I need guidance.

I never meant to hurt you.

I'm sorry.

I love you mama.

2009-08-27T23:07:00.003+08:00

WELL I THINK IT'S TIME~

You know there's always time for everything.
Yeah maybe now is a perfect time to do this,
but not an ideal time for this shit.
You get what I mean?

Well it doesn't matter now.
Nothing does at the moment.
Let's just walk it through alright.
Haha !
Come on~
It's me I'm talking about.
Should there be any doubts in the first place?
Hell, only the Fcuking GOD knows.
URghh!

I guess this is the karma I'm getting.
Yeah, karma.
Funny how I'm talking about it right now.
Still, it doesn't matter.
Cause it's always about the shit of
everything happening for
a fucking reason,
regardless of how stupid and illogical it is.
Bleahh~~
The disgust of talking about it literally stained my tongue.

Okay, enough of my so-called melodramatic life,
from my point of view anyway.

I'm working again.
With my father.
Just started today.
Tomorrow is another day and the whole of next week.
Wuhoo!
I'll get around 350 bucks.
Enough to buy the things I want and also to get my hair done.
Damn~
LG
(Life's good/great)
Up to you.
HAHA !

Got to sleep now~
Sleep well love.

P.S : I didn't fast today. VeeRRyyy NIcee~~

2009-08-25T22:50:00.008+08:00

NEW SONG!

Inspired by Naddz.
She gave me phrases.
I edited and combined them.
Still a simple one.

Here we go~~

Verse 1

I'm lying here all alone, listening to voices in my head
Hearing your voice , got me reminiscing
All the times, those sweet memories
I want to make them bitter to throw them all away

The lies you spat, caused my trust to fade
Umpteen times I forgave u, thinking you're different
But I was wrong to claim and
You failed me and crushed me

Bridge

But Baby, it don't matter
Cause you'll never change
And I'll never
Try to attain this sinful pleasure
Ever again

Chorus

I am moving on
I'm walking back on track
To catch up what I missed before

So now I'm taking steps
I'm leaving you behind
Cause you're now my past

I'm not turning back

Verse 2

Somehow things that we planned
Never happened the way we wanted
Well I guess that is why everything
Always happens for a reason

But for now, there's no more pain
Cause there's no more you
No more tears left to shed
Cause all was wasted on you

Repeat Bridge

Repeat Chorus

I'm not turning back..3x

I'm still being random.
I do feel there are always meanings,
hidden in between phrases.
I'll wait.

2009-08-24T22:02:00.004+08:00

*HINT HINT*

Let's try making a song.
A simple one.

Verse 1

I'm lost in world with too many questions~
The answers are vague, I don't think it will help~
Should I ask you how to deal with confusion~
Or should I just sit down and stare at the wall~

Let me try one thing, maybe it'll work~
Cause you're the one I'm trying it out to~
Baby, hold on and listen~
You're the one I'm depending on~

Chorus

Maybe we should turn back time~
And reflect on what had passed~
I understand what you've been through~
But Baby give me just one chance~

Soar through the night~
Scanning through~
Searching for your eyes~
The stars are bright~
Blinding me~
With the love that you have shone~

Verse 2

I'm sorry I tried to be too much~
To treat you more than I should have done~
Should I keep my distance if I love you~
Or should I wait for you to reply me too~

Baby please just give me one small clue~
A hint to keep me going on~
Baby, I'm listening~
Waiting for you to reply~

Repeat chorus

Outro

Baby I'm sorry~
That I fell in love with you~
Maybe it's not what it should be~

I hope maybe~
You will find the one for you~
And give him hints to ponder~

A rough idea.
Random.
Hmmm~

2009-08-24T16:22:00.003+08:00

I'M WORKING IT OUT

Okay~~
Day one after the truth..
Trying my best to shake it off..
I treat her normally..
As usual..
Can't talk much because I'm fasting..

Yada yada yada~~..
Reached school..
Maths test was a BITCH!
Ended school..
Didn't talk much too..
Still fasting..

Until~~~
Jeng Jeng Jeng~~
Met up with Dearest Tiara and Fadd..
Tiara was being a devil..
Fadd was an angel today..

The devil pulled me in..
Tiara bought cigarettes and I smoked..
WEE~~
No more fasting..

Tomorrow?
Maybe drinking..
Because no more school!!
Semester break!
Another wee~

I'm going to totally shake it off..
I'm trying my best..
Unless there is a reason not to shake it off..
then I'll consider.
But either way,
I won't know,
maybe never.
hais.

Never ending struggle to catch some air
in this drowning world of sorrows.

No Matter, Cause
No Woman No Cry.

2009-08-23T00:44:00.002+08:00

CONFESSIONS.

I just confessed something.
Was it the right thing to do?

I was being honest to her.
She said it was a good thing to do.
I know it's good.

But what if it hurts her inside.
I would not be able to know.
She would not tell.
I'm like a stone then.
Technically, I'm there but unable to do anything.
Is that the right way to be?

I made a mistake by feeling what I should not.
But that's my mistake.
Why must you worry about me getting hurt?
How would I know that the confession that
I made to you does not burden you?

What if what I confessed makes you have a harder
time to make decisions for your life?
Does that label me as to be dumb enough to open my mouth?

I'm confused.

Tell me what I should do, Love.
I'm sorry.

2009-08-22T20:35:00.002+08:00

RAMADHAN

First day of fasting went well.
Really well.
Damn easy.

Woke up at 12 to get ready for
the 2 o'clock religious class.

As usual, my brother and I were late.
The teacher understands now.
I think.
hahah!

After religious class,
my brother and I wanted to kill time.
So we played LAN,
wasted our time with WARCRAFT.

Mama asked us,
"Why aren't you guys home?"
We said we playing game.
She replied,
"Laillah~~".

haha!

Reached home,
I laid on the bed and played
Naruto on my PSP.
Helped serve food.
And POOF!
Time to eat!

Time flies by very fast.
Ok I'm done.

2009-08-22T19:10:00.003+08:00

JUST SO YOU KNOW,
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!

Yeah yeah..
Whatever, whatever..
Ya your life..
Ya my life...
Understand, Understood..

ERghhhh!
Pathetic shit..
So boring..
erggghh!

Lerr..
don't disturb you then!

2009-08-18T13:10:00.005+08:00

GI JOE : RISE OF THE COBRA

Finally, I get to watch this movie with
my dearest Naddz yesterday.

The movie was beyond my expectations.
The storyline.
The actor/actress.
The gadgets/technology.
The fighting moves.
The weapon arts.
The body.
The eyes.
The graphics.
The secret headquarters.
Everything was STUPENDOUS!

However, the story was left hanging.
Bad guy became president.
Shape-shifted.
This hanging story is a good thing though.
Probably be a sequel.
I'm hoping for that.
Okay enough.
Go Watch The Freaking Awesome Movie!!

The two main actresses, damn fucking HOT!
And yes Naddz, the actor is HOT, I admit((:

I had fun and Naddz was a great company.
Thank you Bestie! Love you always..

P/S: Dear..Don't feel down k?
I know you are strong
But you don't have to always be
the way you are
eventhough it is how you roll
It does not hurt to be vulnerable at times..
Open up someday..
I'm here(((:

2009-08-17T13:10:00.004+08:00

Never Shout Never!
I think he's bisexual or gay.
He say he's confuse though.
However, he plays great songs.
I love his music.

NEVER SHOUT NEVER! - Your Biggest Fan

I'm a real big fan of yours
But I'm quite the joke to you
But girl it wasn't a joke when you
Kissed me in your room and replied
"I love you too"

I'm a little bit insecure
From all of this mistreatment
But see I'm workin it out
Workin it out is so damn hard
When you're alone

Sha da da da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da da

I am running out of words
To say to you, wondering why I'm
Wasting my time
Thinking back and wondering why
I'm such a fool for loving you

And I get to the point where
All I wanted was for us to make up
But it's not that easy
Cause girl you move on so quickly
Keeping a boy like me at the edge of his seat

And I know everything you do
Is all about your perfect image
Well I hope this song
It helps your image
(Ha ha)

Sha da da da da da da da da da
Da da da
I'm so over you now

I am running out of words
To say to you, wondering why I'm
Wasting my time
Thinking back and wondering why
I'm such a fool for loving you

And I was one who thought I was the strong one
Well you proved me wrong
Now I'm singing along to every song
On the radio I don't wanna go
Come on baby tell me
Something I wanna know
And I don't wanna see what's on my mind
Because this lack of motivation is
Taking over my time and I'm sick of trying

All together now!

I am running out of words
To say to you, wondering why I'm
Wasting my time
Thinking back and wondering why
I'm such a fool for loving you

2009-08-14T14:46:00.003+08:00

SPEED OF LIGHT!!!

Science today was tremendous.
Everything was understood.
Thanks to Zizano.

Why you may ask?
He gave me 6P to 'study'.
Literally. LOL

I know you may think that it is cheating but
I think that it is very resourceful.
Hahaha!

I found out that the whole class have 6P gotten from their friends.
This turned out to be a smooth lesson.

My team referred to the 6P but I think we
managed to cover our butts by modifying the PPT well.

However,
KY's team did insufficient modifications.
Suddenly,
The facilitator asked,
"Did You Guys Did The Ppt Yourselves?".
ZOMFFFFG!!
They were bombarded with seemingly confusing questions.
I wanted to help them through Naddz's msn.
But she did not read them.
Damn!

What made it more obvious that our class used 6P
was that Benji said,
"So..Jack and Jill...".
It was suppose to be Jack and David.
Jill was a character from the 6P.
ZOMFFFFG!!
encore~

The facilitator answered suspiciously when
Clement asked,
"No questions for us?",
Facilitator answered,
"No. 'Later~~'...".
ZOMFFFFG!!
What does that have to mean?
Are you going to ask us or
make us admit that we used 6P?

E35L's Going To Die!!
HAHAHA!
LOL!

Therefore,
In conclusion,
"CHEAT WISELY",
I shouted.

A GREAT DAY IN CLASS.
LAST LESSON FOR SCIENCE.
AWWW~~LOOK HOW HAPPY I AM~~
TEEHEE~~

2009-08-13T15:06:00.003+08:00

SHOULD I BE RANDOM?
I GUESS YES.

"What I do for you,
Is not always what you want me to.
What I want to be,
Is not always what you prefer to see",
I thought.

"If you run,
I'll run too.
If you fly,
I'll try to.
If you skip,
I'll go after.
But if "You Jump, I Jump",
I'll definitely consider",
I whispered.

"Training wheels on a bike,
to learn cycling.
Mom cradled you in her arms,
then you started crawling.
The more you practiced crawling,
Over time,
then you'll be walking.
But after knowing you,
Should I be liking?",
I said.

"I'm confused and unclear.
Should I look for an answer?
Should I even bother?
Will I be able to consider?",
I questioned.

"Now help me",
I shouted.

Why?
I also don't know.
Bored I guess. Lesson so mundane.
My throat's killing me. I'm so restless.
I feel like punching someone in the face. I don't really know why.
I just feel like asserting my frustration and restlessness to someone/anyone.
Should I? Or should I not?

2009-08-13T09:49:00.003+08:00

MIYAVI - SELFISH LOVE

Intro First-Freaky Guitar Slapping

Omaera zenin ore ga aishiteyaru ze.
Torokeru youna amai kono MERODI- to
Shibireru kurai kitsuku BI-TO de dakishimete,
Ki ga fureru hodo nando mo ikaseteyaru ze.

Nante na.

Omaera zenin ore ga tsuretetteyaru ze.
Mada daremo mita koto nee sekai e to. (1)
Yume to tomo ni me wa samechimatta keredo,
Mada mada mada yoru wa shirakechainee ze.
Sekai wa okichainee ze.

Mou nani ga dou narou to kamawanai kara
Konya wa tada tada aishiaou.

Selfish love
Aishitekure, aishiteru kara
Kore ga ore no aishikata.

EGOISUTIKKUna kono yoru ni cheers.

Betsu ni eien nado iranai kara
Konya wa tada tada ore no soba ni iro yo.

Selfish love
Aishitekure, aishiteru kara
Kore ga ore no aishikata.

Ore wa ore no tame ni, omae wa omae no tame ni (2)
Soshite ore wa omae ni nari, omae wa ore ni naru.

EGOISUTIKKUna oretachi ni cheers

This song is the best.
And the guy above who sings it,
is soo fucking damn cool.

I wanna learn Guitar Slapping!!!

2009-08-10T21:59:00.004+08:00

I'll tell you this.
If I'm stranded on some place
where food is totally scarce
or none at all,
And the only source of food
is my life,
I would rather spit on it and
die of starvation than
to eat it to ease my hunger.

FUCK THIS SHITS FROM HAPPENING
TO ME CAN??

I want to ink this inspiring samurai warriors
on my body someday.
I'm so excited.
Fuck the restrictions.
Fuck the religious bullshits.
You should scold me for this but that's not
the job for you do.
SO BACK OFF!!

I'm soo tired of YOU giving me so many obstacles.
I know. I know.
I know about the shit thing that people
often say, ' What doesn't kill you
only makes you stronger'
I know it already but can YOU stop giving
IT to me? I don't ask YOU
to make me any stronger.
UNDERSTOOD??!!!

AND ONE MORE THING,

I'll ink something on my chest
right on where my heart beats
for YOU to read when YOU
take my body back to the ground.

I'll ink this-

"Let Me Die With Ink In My Skin
Since YOU Proved To Me That
Life Is Never Fair. So
I'm Living It To The
Fullest, The Way I Want It
To Be".

Now that YOU know.
Be quiet.
Let it be a surprise for YOU.

Bless ME!!

2009-08-06T22:10:00.002+08:00

ZIZANO

Dude, Listen.

LOVE.
What is it?
Define it as complicated?
Define it as a gift?
Define it as happiness?
Define it as sorrows?
Can you personally predict what will
happen next when you start
to fall in love?
Good?
Bad?

Answers for the question above that
you may be wondering of about love.

Yes it is complicated depending on how you
end up throughout your relationship. How you
progress.

It is a gift. The most beautiful gift anyone could ever give.
I certainly don't want it for my birthday but
I will definitely treasure it.

Happiness happens for so many reasons in love.
It happens because you are enjoying
the time spent with
the one you love.
Yet, happiness can also mean the love that
you are willing to give out
to the other person
to create happiness for yourself.
And, smile smile smile!
Mushy2 all the time!

Sorrows occur when conflict arise
after some time being
with each other.
You tend to create problems in your
relationship without you knowing.
This like an automatic behavior in a relationship.
Thus, cry cry cry!

Predictions.
In the first place, there should be
NO predictions.
Love should be tested.
Love should be about going with the FLOW.

GOOD.
UP TO YOU.

BAD.
ALSO UP TO YOU.

So ZIZANO, I'm sure that you will never
understand the whole thing about love.
Because I myself don't too.

But my MAIN OBJECTIVE of posting this post
specially for you because as long as you have
friends, Cousins like ME and FADD, who
ultimately still care for you,

Love will just be any other option which
you can choose anytime you like.

Enjoy the days whereby
freedom is all you need
and if there are no strings attached to you.
this freedom need can definitely
be fulfilled.

P/S. Don't look down on yourself and let
people's remarks bring you down
because you should know that
there are others who
appreciate you.

Take care Cuzzie Zizano!

2009-08-04T09:41:00.003+08:00

Is it so hard to give chances? Why are you so stubborn? Why must more problems arise? Will it go away? What can I do to solve this problems? How can I play my part?

Questions often asked these few days.
With problems big and small bothering my life.
I tend to question but not answer.
How can I answer?
When I have no idea why it happened.

Simple as life may be,
it can make you slip and fall,
should you get back up,
when it's all wound up in a ball.

Confusion took its' place,
For reasons I don't really care,
It angers me at every pace,
cause I can no longer bear,
the new problems faced every single day.

(inspired by my darling Tiara)

2009-08-03T12:45:00.008+08:00

No Woman No cry.

From this Fucking Phrase that my idol Bob Marley created.
What can be derived?

Well..
Firstly, you can say that if they are no woman in this world.
You can never see tears anymore.
No more sorrows.
No more problems.
No more sensitivity.
In conclusion, no more LOVE.

Secondly, you can say that if there is no woman in your life.
You'll be a happier person.
Someone who can finally taste freedom at its' limits.
Are women so important?
It keeps you thinking.
hmm..

Thirdly, for me..
The meaning gets deeper.
I relate it to the woman whom I love soo very much.
My Mother.
The person who give meaning to my life.
The one that really keeps me going.
Gave me hopes and never give up on me. EVER.
Without her..
There is no more meaning.
There is no reason to live.
There are no more cries for you.
She won't cry for you if you did something terribly wrong.
She won't cry for you if you succeeded in something.
Well,
Again in conclusion..
There will be emptiness.
Mama, I love you soo much..
I know things get well out of hand these days.
So many problems.
Well, I'm right behind you always.
I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH MAMA!

There is more meaning to this phrase.
Relate it to your life.
It will keep you going each day.
I idolize Bob Marley.
Other than him smoking weed.
HAHA!

End of my post..
Mama, pls read this..

2009-08-03T12:37:00.002+08:00

MY NEW HAIRCUT!

2009-08-02T22:59:00.003+08:00

WE DELIVER FOOD TO YOU DAY!!

Today was a great day at home..
ALL DAY AT HOME to be exact!

Slack most of the time..
But did loads of house chores.
Very fun though..

Really had to clean my closet..
Because....
My brother saw some "being" crawled out of the closet.
Maybe because it was to cramped..
and "things" just made that place their home..
haha!
COoLio!

After that was done..
WE HAD PIZZA FOR LUNCH..
WUhooo!
Meat lover and Cheesy turkey..
FABULOUSLY DELICIACO..

Met my dad downstairs and played guitar..
talked cock..
the usual stuffss..
he treat me one box of cigg..
and i went back home...

My grandma was hungry and had cravings for KFC..
Thus..
we had BANDITO POCKETT meal for dinner..
Another home delivery..
AGAIN FABULOUSLY DELICIACO..

ANd now I'm watching MISS USA..
The girls nowadays have biggy boobies..
BERAT DOKK!!
hahah!
And predictably have barbie doll faces..
some have big teeth and too wide of a smile..
EEEEEE!!!!
ARKKK!! (Fadd taught me)

huhu
ok dongg...
Aku mahu carik pacar yang ganteng banget..!!

2009-08-02T13:45:00.004+08:00

I'M BACK EVERYBODY!!!

Sorry if i was gone for a long time.

I was running away, running from a certain someone.
Yes, the bitch !

Finally, some peace and quiet.

Recently, fiqq and me BUMPED into THE BITCH.
Wow! what a surprise..she got style now and also with new MATREPS!!

hahaha! She shouted LIES at me and walked away.
Imagine THE BITCH shouting at town. hmm..
Yeah i know, it's hilarious!! HAHA!! lol

I hope it'll stay this way for now and forever..more happy..
with frens and anyone that's NOT her..

HOWEVER, the funny thing is...
I keep dreaming of her..
AND IT'S SCARY..
WHY?
BECAUSE, she's in my dream and ASKING FOR MONEY..
LIKE some LOANSHARK!!
ZOMG!! OMFG!!

Why must she haunt me like this??!!
HAHAH!!

I'll post more stuff..
I need to..
This blog been dead for awhile..
haha!!
gonna post soon..

2009-06-12T22:06:00.006+08:00

REMEMBERING SUNDAY.

The choice of song for today.

Woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Starting making his way past 2 in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days

Leaning out into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs

Now this place is familiar to him
She pulls on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me

Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
They're filling his gut

Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he’s only denied
Now he's dying to get inside

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me

The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, where ever she may be

I'm not coming back, I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak, but you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt; now the rain is
Washing you out of my hair and out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
So many thousands of feet off the ground
I'm over you now I'm at home in the clouds
Towering over your head

I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home

peace..

meaningful song..

n i'm referring to me, myself and i..

2009-06-11T01:51:00.002+08:00

REVOLUTION

ok i'm posting..

enjoy the ride people..

i'm gonna edit songs...the lyrics i mean..

Saling merindu-Leon

real lyrics..

usah kau tangiskan, pada cinta lama..
usah kau impikan, kita kan bersama..
biarkan ia, berlalu pergi..
bagaikan mimpi
hilang di mata..

kini kau kembali, merayu lagi..
kaitkan semula, mada-mada cinta..
harapkan berbunga, berputik semula..
yang telah lama
gugur ke bumi..

dalam sukma mimpi ku..
ia telah berlalu..
cinta yang dulu suci..
bagi ku tiada lagi..

aku yang masih, di taman ini..
mencari bunga, mawar berduri..
ku sangka madu, racun berbisa..
itulah hakikatnya..

nak ku tinggalkan, terasa sayang..
inginku belai, tangan tak sampai..
pastinya kita, saling merindu..
ku masih cinta padamu..

Saling membenci-Kyyra-san
my version specially to the person u noe i noe..
hahahha

ok go..

usah ku tangiskan, pada cinta lama..
usah ku impikan, kita kan bersama..
biarkan ia, berlalu pergi..
bagaikan mimpi~~
hilang di mata~~

(dats the way it shud be)
Continued>>

kini kau kembali, merayu lagi..
kaitkan semula, mada-mada cinta..
harapkan berbunga, berputik semula
yang telah lama~~
gugur ke bumi~~

(i wanna emphasize on this paragraph)
>>

DALAM SUKMA MIMPI KU
IA TELAH BERLALU
CINTA YANG DULU SUCI
BAGI KU TIADA LAGI~~~~

(i edited this part, majority)
>>

aku yang masih, di ruang tamu..
mencari ilham untok hapuskan mu..
ku sangka madu, racun berbisa..
itulah hakikatnya~~

nak ku tinggalkan,tak ku menyesal
tetapi engkau memang macam sial
pastinya kita, saling membenci
ku masih ingin kau pergi~~

Wuhooooo!!!
Owned to the max bitch!!!
hahaha
ok next song...

Three cheers for five years-Mayday Parade

real lyrics..

I swear that u dont have to go..
i thought we could wait for the fireworks..
i thought we could wait for the snow..
to wash over Georgia and kill the hurt..

I thought i could live in ur arms..
and spent every moment i had with you..
stay up all night with the stars..
confess all the faith i had in you
i had in you..

its too late, im sure, and lonely..
another night, another dream wasted on u..
juz be here now. against me..
you know the words..
so sing along for me baby..

for heaven's sake i noe u're sorry,
but you wont stop crying..
this anniversary, may never be the same..
inside i hope u know i'm dying..
with my heart beside,
in shattered pieces that,
may never be replaced..
and if i died right now, you never be the same..

Three Jeers for five months-Kyyra-san
again specially to u noe i noe..
hahha

ok going again..

I swear that u DO have to go..
U DONT need to wait for the fireworks..
U DONT need to wait for the snow..
to wash ur body and bury u..

I DONT expect to live in ur arms..
and spend every moment i had with you..
stay up all night wif the stars..
CONFESS all the HATRED i had with you~~
I had with you~~

its too late, i sure, i'm HAPPY..
coz dere's no more nights, dat i will be dreaming bout u..
Juz go away, far from me..
you know the words, but i beg u juz let me sing it..

For heaven's sake, u shud know i get it..
but u wont stop BUGGING..
This anniversary will NEVER come again..
Inside i hope u noe i'm DYING..
with my heart beside me..
in shattered pieces dat,
may never be replaced..
And if YOU died rite now, i will be free again..

cool shit or wad..
self-praise..
*looks in the mirror and cant stop adoring myself*
hahah
jkjk
til the next post...

2009-05-14T23:28:00.002+08:00

PRIORITY PEEPOS.

AND YES...this are the two most important pictures.
The people I treasure in my life.
However, Somethings happened.
Clarifications Needed.
Truth have yet to be revealed.
Uncertainties have yet to be discovered.
Love is gone. Just a little more love.
Care is much. Worry is very.
Trust is thinning. Truth is key.

But it changes nothing.

Get it?Don't get it?
Don't try to figure it out.

wowwwww
ayiespade
i love nursalisha(:

2009-05-14T10:50:00.007+08:00

SOME OF THE REASONS WHY SUICIDE WAS NEVER AN OPTION.
GOING TO SCHOOL IS A MUST.
HAVING LOADS OF FUN IS A PRIORITY.

SUBWAY!!! EAT FRESH!!! Fuad went crazy after
eating the sandwich. SUMPAH!!!

My RP Best Mates.*Meninggal!!

My Classmate Babes. *Kiter gerek!!!!

Fuck!! I can't seem to upload the two
most important pictures. Will upload
on the next post.

Rasta will nvr go undr...~~
ayiespade
i love nursalisha((((((((((((:

2009-05-13T23:49:00.000+08:00

Will update tomorrow...
Cool Pictures and Videos coming up..

2009-05-10T04:00:00.007+08:00

REVIEW OF MY BLOG SONG FROM FIQQ N OUR COCK STORY.

FIQQ AND AYIE
CHATTING USING MSN.

Fiqq; Sweep those strings says:
*blog kau lagu lame sia
*but sedap
Kyyra-San..Rasta-Dragon Says That 'God Made Grass, We Smoked Them And Got High!!' says:
*rasta beb
*hahaha
*sedap kn
*hheehehe
*lagu steam sia
*tgl isap ganja jekkk
*hahah
Fiqq; Sweep those strings says:
*lol
*isap ganja, tros, badan ikot rhythm
*tros terjon
*mati
Kyyra-San..Rasta-Dragon Says That 'God Made Grass, We Smoked Them And Got High!!' says:
*hahahha
*ko sial bodo
*hahha
Fiqq; Sweep those strings says:
*hahah
*serious what
*haah
Kyyra-San..Rasta-Dragon Says That 'God Made Grass, We Smoked Them And Got High!!' says:
*tk semestinye
*hahaha
Fiqq; Sweep those strings says:
*haah
*lets say pat ground floor,
*bdn ikot rhythm,
*terpelecok then masok longkang
*mati
*hahah
Kyyra-San..Rasta-Dragon Says That 'God Made Grass, We Smoked Them And Got High!!' says:
*tk mati
Fiqq; Sweep those strings says:
*kepale land dulu
Kyyra-San..Rasta-Dragon Says That 'God Made Grass, We Smoked Them And Got High!!' says:
*masok longkang kecik je
*kaki termasok
*sala urat je
*hahahah
Fiqq; Sweep those strings says:
*lol
*hahaha
*tak budok
**budoh
Kyyra-San..Rasta-Dragon Says That 'God Made Grass, We Smoked Them And Got High!!' says:
*typo error constant
*hahah
Fiqq; Sweep those strings says:
*kaki terpelecok then badan ali2 360 spin.
*land kepale
*leher patar
*kaki putos tak tentupasa
**pasal
Kyyra-San..Rasta-Dragon Says That 'God Made Grass, We Smoked Them And Got High!!' says:
*tk2
Fiqq; Sweep those strings says:
*tangan, org curik
*aahahah!
Kyyra-San..Rasta-Dragon Says That 'God Made Grass, We Smoked Them And Got High!!' says:
*tk bole
Fiqq; Sweep those strings says:
*abeh kau kene rape pat situ
Kyyra-San..Rasta-Dragon Says That 'God Made Grass, We Smoked Them And Got High!!' says:
*kalo break dancers le uat gi2
*tkkn kite tk le
*hahha
*org rape da ape kejadah
*sial
Fiqq; Sweep those strings says:
*org rape, reason, aku sexy.
*tros drg bj aku, konek aku tak steam
*drg masok kan pencil sumer
*kasi steam
*abeh tak leh
*last2
*drg potong buat cockdog
Kyyra-San..Rasta-Dragon Says That 'God Made Grass, We Smoked Them And Got High!!' says:
*cb
*tk lah
*konek ko tk le steam
*drg pump lu
*den drg letak dlm botol
*letak air
*rendam
*den ltk dlm jar
*kasi kecot
*jdi cam pickle in a jar
Fiqq; Sweep those strings says:
*hahahahahh!
Kyyra-San..Rasta-Dragon Says That 'God Made Grass, We Smoked Them And Got High!!' says:
*lol
Fiqq; Sweep those strings says:
*hahahah
*abeh kuku thumb aku, drg potong then drg tampal pat bilek drg, tros drg pakai teropong then zoom pat kuku aku then drg ckp ngan mak drg, drg zoom pat moon.
*hahah
Kyyra-San..Rasta-Dragon Says That 'God Made Grass, We Smoked Them And Got High!!' says:
*sial
*hahhahah
*lol
*abeh drg gunting rambot ko
*buat wig
Fiqq; Sweep those strings says:
*hhahaah!
*siallan
Kyyra-San..Rasta-Dragon Says That 'God Made Grass, We Smoked Them And Got High!!' says:
*abestu drg amek bulu jembot ko
*tampal kt transparency
*project kt klass
*ckp nan bdk2 kecik
*n prove yg
*org rambot straight pon bawah curly
*hahahha
Fiqq; Sweep those strings says:
*haaaaaaaaaaaaahhhah!
*what the fuckk that one!
*ahahah
Kyyra-San..Rasta-Dragon Says That 'God Made Grass, We Smoked Them And Got High!!' says:
*hahahhaha
*n lagi kuangaja
*dats the fact
*!!!
*llol
*dumbass
*hahahha
*lol
Fiqq; Sweep those strings says:
*abeh drg amek boxer aku, then buat tdo malam
*bau2 sumer
*one of the kids, buat kocok
*on that day, mak drg masak fishball soup, then drg amek aku nyer buah then masok dlm kuali, masak sekali.
Kyyra-San..Rasta-Dragon Says That 'God Made Grass, We Smoked Them And Got High!!' says:
*lol
*sial
*k2
*sebenarnye
*the real story is
*mak drg masok bilik
*abe nmpk drg kocok
*confiscate boxer ko
*tnye sape kasi
*drg ckp cikgu kasi
*psl tdi ade bulu lesson in sch
*den mak drg amek
*n sidai kt dapor
*boxer jatuh dlm kuali
*mak drg tk prasan
*den drg mkn malam satu famili
*hahaha
*sedap gila hey
*tkle angst
*hahaha
Fiqq; Sweep those strings says:
*hahaha
*hahha

End of story. And we both decide to post it.
hahahha

try to live long
ayiespade
i love nursalisha(((((((((((:

2009-05-10T02:55:00.004+08:00

THE REASON I GO TO SCHOOL.

These are the beautiful people whom i wish to see in
school everyday. And of coz to see their gorgeous smiles.
Which always lighten up their cheeks. hahah. A bit mushy.

Drunk kid
ayiespade
i love nursalisha(((((((((((((:

2009-05-10T01:41:00.005+08:00

TRIP TO ANUGERAH.

Here is the video of Faa auditioning.
Faa bestie sang well but did not made it through.
Good try though.
We all love you.
All of your besties. Some pics taken here.

smoky weedy
ayiespade
i love nursalisha((((((((((((((((:

2009-05-10T00:53:00.004+08:00

TRIP TO MARINA.

FunFunFun.

nanonani
ayiespade
i love nursalisha((((((((:

2009-05-10T00:11:00.007+08:00

TRIP TO VIVO.

It was a fun day at vivo. Settled things out with baby and off home. So these are
pictures of me and some of my bestiest frens. Enjoy.

yawyaw...
ayiespade
i love nursalisha((((((((:

2009-04-23T13:07:00.016+08:00

PICTURES!!!!!!!!TELL YOUR STORY!!!!!

This are pics of classmates. When wearing black, it was on the third day of school. In white is today, the fourth day.hahahha

Charlie's Angels
Charlie-Me(they call me kyyra)
Natalie-Naddz
Alex-Nissy
Dylan-Syuue
[name is from left to right]

ok..sch is fun
i love NurSalisha((((((((((:
ayiespade

2009-04-10T23:18:00.002+08:00

SMALL WORLD,BUT PLENTY OF UNFAIRNESS

wuhoo!!!
juz came bck frm another fun day..hahahah
spent time at home wif bby frm 5+am waitin for yas n fiza to come...
bby slept like a baby/pig..wif the snoring n all..haha.jgn marah hah......
mean while i did chores..borrrrriiiiingggggggggg...
wen yas n fiza arrived...
we straight go ECP...
met my father and he gave us money to play bowling...
altogether,the four of us played two games...
the first game,ownage was on me...
i scored 100++points-cant remember..
while they couldnt make it to 100 at all...
hahaha
but the second game...i was second...
Fiza won me by 2 freaking points...
hahahah.....
bby n yas were moderate...

aftr dat,had dinner at macd...
Gaze at the beautiful full moon n took few pictures..
kinda wasted coz it was dark...

my father came bck aftr picking my brother n send me home...
i went home n my father send bby,yas,n fiza home...

all goes well,ends well...
I Love NurSalisha((((((((((((((((((:
ayiespade

2009-04-10T03:30:00.002+08:00

LET'S BE FRIENDLY

I'm at ECP's macd...wif bby...thonning...
juz the two of us..
how swit is dat...ahhahah
yas couldnt make it....but we surprised yesterday,technically...
it was her bdae...turning 17...old alr...hahahah
THE BARNEY TURNS 17...hahaha
da mcm bby aku...da tuer kerepot..

aniwaes...yas thot dat we were not mittin her but it was all juz a plot to surprise her..
we surprised her at her doorstep n she burst into tears...
touched i guess...
how swit are we...hahahha
the five of us...me,bby,fiza,shairah n the comeback gal,BANU!!!
she disappeared for "awhile"...

ok we separated frm dem at 11 30++...
me n bby to b exact...
took 58...the 2nd last bus...
den wen reach 15 bustop..NO MORE !%...
haha...den juz took 21 to eunos....
wanted to take 13 but also not operating animore....
so we walked to ECp frm eunos.haha
fun..kinda romantic....

reached ECp,took out money n straight go bowling...as a couple..
how swit is dat..? hahha
played two games...
i won her the first game n i tink she won me on the second one..ultimately had fun...hhahaha
but the day has only begun...latr...fiza,yas n alll the peepos will arrive and we hv tings planned alr..
more fun..cycling,roller blading,skate scooterrin,fallin,rolling but hope not dying...
hahahahhaha

lalalalalala
I Love Nursalisha((((((((((((:
ayiespade

2009-04-08T00:18:00.004+08:00

Life's A VeryVery Bumpy Road To Drive On.

Wellwellwell...

Another day passes smoothly...
TEchnically yesterday was bestie fiqq's monthsary wif sheila..
Last long k!
Hope sheila wont steal fiqq for herself..He's mine too u noe...ahhahahahahahhahah...
kidding2....
dun get mad tao bby...
u noe ure my only one..

Hais...Skul opening...yahooo!!!!
CAnt wait...!!!
Bet dat i'll be busier den ever...poly life aint easy n i hope i cant make it thru those 3 yrs of hard werk.
wish me luck..

Technically,yesterday,7 April, lepak at pinetree..
played the wireless internet n used the vending machine plug to charge lappy..
brought my own extensions...
had fun watchin COMING SOON on the net wif bby...
she was damn terrified..haha...
cover her eyes n plugged out the earpiece evrytime dere was a suspense scene...
how cute is she?? haha
den demanded fiza to update her blog..hahaha

aniwaes, the ting is..juz wen we were about to go off...
pack stuff...A chinese man,probably a member of RC or wad...came to us n said dat we were using illegal
electricity..which was technically untrue as dat place had extensions a few weeks back..the man refuse to believe so i kinda had a small tiff wif him..fuckin shut him up and walk away..he den plug off the vending machine..how stupid..

ok den..aftr dat, me n fiza sent bby hm n we walk to 55 bustop..chitchat wif fiza about stuffs...n off home..

THE END
I love Nursalisha((((((((((:
ayiespade

2009-04-06T00:32:00.004+08:00

MY LOVE IS IRONICALLY DYING FOR GROWTH.

HI dere!!!!
Well about camp.. yadayadayadaya...
Funfunfun..

Well today's subject is the most important ever...!!!
It's the sixth of the month..the day of recognition..the day of remembrance,,the day we went official...the day my soul was given to u...

I noe we fight..i noe we hug..i noe we kiss..n some other stuffs...
but the main reason im wif u is becoz i love u...nothing else...
i could have juz walked away forever n not turn back at all.
but i didnt...i stayed...i dun enjoy leaving u,i mean walking away...
i enjoy bein wif u..seeing u smile n be happy..
thought at times ure irritating n i have to say/shout "stop it!!" haha...
dun take too hard k...hv limits alrite...ure cute yes...bt too much of cuteness will definitely prove the famous definition of cute,which is adorable but ugly..hahha
kidding...
but ya...pls lighten up..dun blame urself too much..be rational..
its nt always only one side of the party whose at fault...
chill k bby..
i'll never give up...dun worry..haha

i love you sooo much though..
sori ppl for the mushy2 part...
i'm becomin like anisyh..haha
no offence...

ok den..
til here...
i love nursalisha((((((((((((((((((((:
ayiespade

2009-04-02T23:51:00.002+08:00

OK people..
Let's see
Sooooooooooo many things to post since 15 march..sooo fuckin little time
Its a hard time goin online and blog coz my uncle uses the modem evrytime n i got o chance to use it/the internet...

OkOkOk..

i'll make some days short...

15 march...went to market wif family..do chores at hm and then mit baby..baby came to my hse and study...

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Cant really remember wad happen
but i tink deres bugis involve,town involve
Cuzzie mush slept at my hse..i slept at his hse...
and yadayadayada...

One of the days...went to rp to configure my laptop to meet course requirements..install software and all..it too 3 hrs ++...coz nid to intall new version of windows vista to ultimate..den i decided to mit shairah and pay her 20 bucks..n also wanted to go to sentosa to collectg my pay at Rasa Sentosa...But how fuckin unfortunate am i to not know dat if i did not collect my pay by 2 weeks,i will not be able to get my pay at all..fuckin sucks..lucky for me..only 30 bucks...not like a whole monyh's pay..fuh!! i got no mood and i paid shairah her 20 bucks..wif my own money...i went back home at arnd 5pm and slept til the next day..

ONe of the days...went out..slack near undr yas blok wif bby,fiqq n yas...dat was aftr slackin at my hse...
took the 2nd last bus to Cuzzie Jan's hse wiff bby coz we overnite there...had a movie marathon..but slack as some of the movies were boring..Cuzzie mush was dere too..Cuzzie su n bby did dier hmwerk and bby doin holocaust dat time..Lucky Cuzzie su got Nazi notes..hahha
aftr dat one of my uncle ask all of us to go down at abt 2+ am coz he was goin to bring us sumwhere to eat..we went to changi n ate..before dat..had a tour of BAPOK PARADISE..hahaha..ate prata..den we went to OCH tour in th e car..of all lights and drive slowly..den bla3...

28 march..went out wif CUzzies aftr madrasah...met bby n yas at bugis first..den went to Marina Barrage wif Cuzzies...den went Grandlink wif cuzzies to karaoke for 2hrs..damn FUN...

Dats abt all..
i juz got bck frm camp..
will blog about it 2moro...damn fun camp...
see ya..
bby waitin
chattin wif here..

OK FUYOH!!!
i love NurSalisha(((((((((:
ayiespade

2009-03-27T00:02:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating. Will be updating soon. Baby in a mess. She's busy now,hope she can get it done. Wadeva she's doing.

ok get back to u bloghoppers later
thanx for understanding

I Love Nursalisha((((((((((:
ayiespade

2009-03-15T00:01:00.002+08:00

Now is about 12+...alr 15 march..nvm..had a blast during zoo outing wif frens on 14 march..update later...fucking tired..wanna sllpppppppppp...cant wait to mit b again 2moro...((((((:

2009-03-13T23:36:00.003+08:00

(edited by fiqq)

Screaming hurts my tonsils.

Today was last day of enrolment in rp.I was lost at first becoz i took the wrong bus to go to rp.And there i was roaming arnd marsiling/woodlands.Damn tired..fuck33...but then i went bck to inter and took the correct bus.Reached there at about 1 30pm, when actually i wen out of the hse at 11 00.fucking stupid rite,bt the journey frm marine parade to woodlands itself took 1hr 10mins..damn loonngg.nvm,must bare wif it. Aftr i was officially an rp student,baby and fiqq met me at inter,i shud have walked to dat fuckin big sch,more nearer and save bus fare..hhaaha..den met sapao,we skate a bit and eat at civic centres' mcd..Aftr dat went to timezone,play arcade..haha..We decided to jam today.butttt,sapao backed out on us n fizzo cudnt make it.so it was goin to b a 3-piece band jam session at simei.Visited babys' granny at CGH for awhile. thot dat the jammin session was goin to b horrible wifout them but it turned out steaming to the max..esp jammin the song The Kill-by 30stm..damn fun..hahah..went to century sq,and i n yas bought new studs..annnnddd,yas lost 10 bucks..we separated and when home,i took 31 n dey took 72,yas took 81.

i miss my baby alr...badlyy..hahha
fuckin off
i love NurSalisha(((((:
ayiespade

2009-03-13T00:28:00.005+08:00

(I'll be okay.I promise)

Some things can never be altered.

Forgot to post for 12 march..so here goes..
I miss my baby..didnt get to meet her today..Coz she had to visit her grandma in the hospital..
So i waited at home for yas to arrive and goin to hg ave 8s' Snip Ave to cut my hair..
thank god today was fast..and i got my hair cut before 8 pm.
Aftr dat,went to mcd to slack and to wait for my dad to arrive and sign some of my documents.He bought a laptop at 300 bucks and i was dere for him to teach him how to use it.Fiqq came down late,at arnd 9+..i was suppose to head off at 9 but fiqq juz arrived and i was still teaching my dad how to use the net.. i truely forgot to msg baby dat i was heading off later and dat became a prob and i dun noe wad kind of mood swing she's having and thus, a fight broke out -_-..hais..she's still not okay wif me...i guess..
giv her time to cool off den..
i'm sorry though..
goin to eat,drink,slack,watch cartoons,den maaayyyybbbbb doze off...
gotta wake up early for 2moro's final day enrolment day to republic poly..
SHHHHHITTTTT!!!!! Hope nothing's amiss...

peace out
i love Nur Salisha(((((((:
IIIIII MIIIIISSSSS YYYYYYYYOOOOOOUUU BBBAAABBBYYYY!!!!!
ayiespade

2009-03-11T23:05:00.004+08:00

One Last Breath

Before going out,did chores,as usual...
Went out late and yas had to wait for some time,pity her..hahhaa
Fetch baby from sch and we walked to the 112 bustop to go to her hse..
Aftr dat we went to ave 8 to buy ciggarette,juz at the coffee shop...We separated,i went to Snip Ave to cut my hair but dere was so many ppl and waitin time was goin to be long,for sure..
So i juz stomped out of the salon and met up wif baby and yas at hg ave 8 mcd..
Me,being a veryy veryy swit boyfriend,helped my baby wif her holocaust project..how swit am i? hahaha
The project is due tmoro,so i hope she cn get it done by tmoro..i got nothing due for the moment..hahah..juz nid to prepare documents for enrolment dis thurs or fri..
We played a few games of poker and head off home.

ok den
dat's all folks
I love Nur Salisha((((((((:
ayiespade

2009-03-10T20:38:00.004+08:00

Am I walking straight?

I'm at tamp now.At my cuzzie Jan's hse wif baby n yas. Fiqq cant make it coz he had to do some chores.

Today, woke up at 11 45. Slacked wif my bro and den he's off to sch to take common test.I did my chores at home n went out of the hse wifout even eating breakfast,in fact, LUNCH! I was headed to tamp,to cpf building to get a singpass.I had to get one coz i nid it to apply for cpf eduction scheme for my tertiary education in rp. i met fiqq aftr a meeting place confusion. I told him dat i was at inter mcd and he thot dat i was at mcd,opp of kfc,near cpf building..hais..wad chaos..?!

Aftr getting my singpass,cuzzie Jan met me at mcd near cpf building. She treated me BRUNCH at mcd..wohoo!!BIG MAC MEAL!!

Baby mit us dere and we proceeded to CGH to visit her grandma in ICU. WE waited for yas dere..hahah..another meeting place confusion occured..wth!! Den we proceeded to cuzzie Jan's hse.and til now..slacking..

done
i love nursalisha(((((((:
ayiespade

2009-03-09T23:42:00.002+08:00

TAKE ME WITH YOU

I'm Home..
Just wan to post.
Going to eat aftr i post sumtin.Aftr dat, hav to kol bby.Den bck to online and fiqq is gonna help me edit my blog..woohoo!!!

ok bubui!!!..ayiespade

2009-03-09T20:25:00.001+08:00

Hi ayie here.

Juz created blog today.Not gonna miss anything since most of friends have blogs.

Ok btw, my baby, Nur Salisha Binte No Father(she insisted), helped me to create the blog..thanks to you my dear.

Now we are illegally using some other guys' network to use the internet inside the punggol cc building..haha..Me,Baby n Yas are damn hungry n waitin for fiqqs' arrival..dat boy may still be sleeping at home..wtf!!!

I'm happy to have frens dat are wif me at every step of the journey.I treasure them a lot.Partly,the idea of creating dis blog is for them as they very much enjoys bloghopping.So dis is shud be an effective way to show them how i feel, everyday,every hour every minute, every second..

signin off..ayiespade

2009-03-09T19:13:00.000+08:00

Hello.