RAMADHAN

First day of fasting went well.
Really well.
Damn easy.

Woke up at 12 to get ready for
the 2 o'clock religious class.

As usual, my brother and I were late.
The teacher understands now.
I think.
hahah!

After religious class,
my brother and I wanted to kill time.
So we played LAN,
wasted our time with WARCRAFT.

Mama asked us,
"Why aren't you guys home?"
We said we playing game.
She replied,
"Laillah~~".

haha!

Reached home,
I laid on the bed and played
Naruto on my PSP.
Helped serve food.
And POOF!
Time to eat!

Time flies by very fast.
Ok I'm done.

JUST SO YOU KNOW,
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!

Yeah yeah..
Whatever, whatever..
Ya your life..
Ya my life...
Understand, Understood..

ERghhhh!
Pathetic shit..
So boring..
erggghh!

Lerr..
don't disturb you then!

GI JOE : RISE OF THE COBRA

Finally, I get to watch this movie with
my dearest Naddz yesterday.

The movie was beyond my expectations.
The storyline.
The actor/actress.
The gadgets/technology.
The fighting moves.
The weapon arts.
The body.
The eyes.
The graphics.
The secret headquarters.
Everything was STUPENDOUS!

However, the story was left hanging.
Bad guy became president.
Shape-shifted.
This hanging story is a good thing though.
Probably be a sequel.
I'm hoping for that.
Okay enough.
Go Watch The Freaking Awesome Movie!!

The two main actresses, damn fucking HOT!
And yes Naddz, the actor is HOT, I admit((:

I had fun and Naddz was a great company.
Thank you Bestie! Love you always..

P/S: Dear..Don't feel down k?
I know you are strong
But you don't have to always be
the way you are
eventhough it is how you roll
It does not hurt to be vulnerable at times..
Open up someday..
I'm here(((:

I'm a real big fan of yours
But I'm quite the joke to you
But girl it wasn't a joke when you
Kissed me in your room and replied
"I love you too"

I'm a little bit insecure
From all of this mistreatment
But see I'm workin it out
Workin it out is so damn hard
When you're alone

Sha da da da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da da

I am running out of words
To say to you, wondering why I'm
Wasting my time
Thinking back and wondering why
I'm such a fool for loving you

And I get to the point where
All I wanted was for us to make up
But it's not that easy
Cause girl you move on so quickly
Keeping a boy like me at the edge of his seat

And I know everything you do
Is all about your perfect image
Well I hope this song
It helps your image
(Ha ha)

Sha da da da da da da da da da
Da da da
I'm so over you now

I am running out of words
To say to you, wondering why I'm
Wasting my time
Thinking back and wondering why
I'm such a fool for loving you

And I was one who thought I was the strong one
Well you proved me wrong
Now I'm singing along to every song
On the radio I don't wanna go
Come on baby tell me
Something I wanna know
And I don't wanna see what's on my mind
Because this lack of motivation is
Taking over my time and I'm sick of trying

All together now!

I am running out of words
To say to you, wondering why I'm
Wasting my time
Thinking back and wondering why
I'm such a fool for loving you

SPEED OF LIGHT!!!

Science today was tremendous.
Everything was understood.
Thanks to Zizano.

Why you may ask?
He gave me 6P to 'study'.
Literally. LOL

I know you may think that it is cheating but
I think that it is very resourceful.
Hahaha!

I found out that the whole class have 6P gotten from their friends.
This turned out to be a smooth lesson.

My team referred to the 6P but I think we
managed to cover our butts by modifying the PPT well.

However,
KY's team did insufficient modifications.
Suddenly,
The facilitator asked,
"Did You Guys Did The Ppt Yourselves?".
ZOMFFFFG!!
They were bombarded with seemingly confusing questions.
I wanted to help them through Naddz's msn.
But she did not read them.
Damn!

What made it more obvious that our class used 6P
was that Benji said,
"So..Jack and Jill...".
It was suppose to be Jack and David.
Jill was a character from the 6P.
ZOMFFFFG!!
encore~

The facilitator answered suspiciously when
Clement asked,
"No questions for us?",
Facilitator answered,
"No. 'Later~~'...".
ZOMFFFFG!!
What does that have to mean?
Are you going to ask us or
make us admit that we used 6P?

E35L's Going To Die!!
HAHAHA!
LOL!

Therefore,
In conclusion,
"CHEAT WISELY",
I shouted.

A GREAT DAY IN CLASS.
LAST LESSON FOR SCIENCE.
AWWW~~LOOK HOW HAPPY I AM~~
TEEHEE~~

SHOULD I BE RANDOM?
I GUESS YES.

"What I do for you,
Is not always what you want me to.
What I want to be,
Is not always what you prefer to see",
I thought.

"If you run,
I'll run too.
If you fly,
I'll try to.
If you skip,
I'll go after.
But if "You Jump, I Jump",
I'll definitely consider",
I whispered.

"Training wheels on a bike,
to learn cycling.
Mom cradled you in her arms,
then you started crawling.
The more you practiced crawling,
Over time,
then you'll be walking.
But after knowing you,
Should I be liking?",
I said.

"I'm confused and unclear.
Should I look for an answer?
Should I even bother?
Will I be able to consider?",
I questioned.

"Now help me",
I shouted.

Why?
I also don't know.
Bored I guess. Lesson so mundane.
My throat's killing me. I'm so restless.
I feel like punching someone in the face. I don't really know why.
I just feel like asserting my frustration and restlessness to someone/anyone.
Should I? Or should I not?

Omaera zenin ore ga aishiteyaru ze.
Torokeru youna amai kono MERODI- to
Shibireru kurai kitsuku BI-TO de dakishimete,
Ki ga fureru hodo nando mo ikaseteyaru ze.

Nante na.

Omaera zenin ore ga tsuretetteyaru ze.
Mada daremo mita koto nee sekai e to. (1)
Yume to tomo ni me wa samechimatta keredo,
Mada mada mada yoru wa shirakechainee ze.
Sekai wa okichainee ze.

Mou nani ga dou narou to kamawanai kara
Konya wa tada tada aishiaou.

Selfish love
Aishitekure, aishiteru kara
Kore ga ore no aishikata.

EGOISUTIKKUna kono yoru ni cheers.

Betsu ni eien nado iranai kara
Konya wa tada tada ore no soba ni iro yo.

Selfish love
Aishitekure, aishiteru kara
Kore ga ore no aishikata.

Ore wa ore no tame ni, omae wa omae no tame ni (2)
Soshite ore wa omae ni nari, omae wa ore ni naru.

EGOISUTIKKUna oretachi ni cheers

This song is the best.
And the guy above who sings it,
is soo fucking damn cool.

I wanna learn Guitar Slapping!!!

I'll tell you this.
If I'm stranded on some place
where food is totally scarce
or none at all,
And the only source of food
is my life,
I would rather spit on it and
die of starvation than
to eat it to ease my hunger.

FUCK THIS SHITS FROM HAPPENING
TO ME CAN??





I want to ink this inspiring samurai warriors
on my body someday.
I'm so excited.
Fuck the restrictions.
Fuck the religious bullshits.
You should scold me for this but that's not
the job for you do.
SO BACK OFF!!

I'm soo tired of YOU giving me so many obstacles.
I know. I know.
I know about the shit thing that people
often say, ' What doesn't kill you
only makes you stronger'
I know it already but can YOU stop giving
IT to me? I don't ask YOU
to make me any stronger.
UNDERSTOOD??!!!


AND ONE MORE THING,

I'll ink something on my chest
right on where my heart beats
for YOU to read when YOU
take my body back to the ground.

I'll ink this-

"Let Me Die With Ink In My Skin
Since YOU Proved To Me That
Life Is Never Fair. So
I'm Living It To The
Fullest, The Way I Want It
To Be".

Now that YOU know.
Be quiet.
Let it be a surprise for YOU.

Bless ME!!

ZIZANO

Dude, Listen.

LOVE.
What is it?
Define it as complicated?
Define it as a gift?
Define it as happiness?
Define it as sorrows?
Can you personally predict what will
happen next when you start
to fall in love?
Good?
Bad?

Answers for the question above that
you may be wondering of about love.

Yes it is complicated depending on how you
end up throughout your relationship. How you
progress.

It is a gift. The most beautiful gift anyone could ever give.
I certainly don't want it for my birthday but
I will definitely treasure it.

Happiness happens for so many reasons in love.
It happens because you are enjoying
the time spent with
the one you love.
Yet, happiness can also mean the love that
you are willing to give out
to the other person
to create happiness for yourself.
And, smile smile smile!
Mushy2 all the time!

Sorrows occur when conflict arise
after some time being
with each other.
You tend to create problems in your
relationship without you knowing.
This like an automatic behavior in a relationship.
Thus, cry cry cry!

Predictions.
In the first place, there should be
NO predictions.
Love should be tested.
Love should be about going with the FLOW.

GOOD.
UP TO YOU.

BAD.
ALSO UP TO YOU.

So ZIZANO, I'm sure that you will never
understand the whole thing about love.
Because I myself don't too.

But my MAIN OBJECTIVE of posting this post
specially for you because as long as you have
friends, Cousins like ME and FADD, who
ultimately still care for you,

Love will just be any other option which
you can choose anytime you like.

Enjoy the days whereby
freedom is all you need
and if there are no strings attached to you.
this freedom need can definitely
be fulfilled.

P/S. Don't look down on yourself and let
people's remarks bring you down
because you should know that
there are others who
appreciate you.

Take care Cuzzie Zizano!

Is it so hard to give chances? Why are you so stubborn? Why must more problems arise? Will it go away? What can I do to solve this problems? How can I play my part?

Questions often asked these few days.
With problems big and small bothering my life.
I tend to question but not answer.
How can I answer?
When I have no idea why it happened.

Simple as life may be,
it can make you slip and fall,
should you get back up,
when it's all wound up in a ball.

Confusion took its' place,
For reasons I don't really care,
It angers me at every pace,
cause I can no longer bear,
the new problems faced every single day.

(inspired by my darling Tiara)